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Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Newsletter - On Your Mark, Get Set...

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On Your Mark, Get Set...

"If your Presence does not go with us, do not send us up from here..."  Exodus 33:15

This past weekend I was at a cookout sharing a testimony from when we moved to Houston, TX.  We both commented on how it was so "coincidental" that doors opened up for Andreas and I - things that were too "coincidental" to have not been coordinated by someone (The Lord).  "Coincidentally" we had no car and found a ridiculously cheap apartment walking distance from the studio we were training at every day, then someone "coincidentally" had a sudden move and borrowed out their car free of charge to us and handed over their old job to me (Tammy).  Some "coincidence" - especially considering this and many other gifts like this dropped in our laps after a friend told us:  "Hey, when I was praying for you guys I felt like the Lord said when you get to Houston people are going to be filling your pockets with what you'll need."

It is so important to Andreas and I that whenever we feel prompted to move somewhere new that we "Get Set" by taking time to hear from the Lord and prepare by His guidance.  Sometimes that means leaps of faith and sometimes that means hours of strategic planning..and sometimes: a little bit of both!

We planned to begin our cross country drive from Virginia to California the first week of August, but "coincidentally" some things were not lining up.  Now as we plan our take off for next week (third week of August) we found out it "coincidentally" lines up for us to be passing through Kansas City just in time to attend a training-event at the International House of Prayer!  "IHOP" - for short - is a place we have had on our radar to visit for a few years now, but haven't felt the timing was right until now!  It is a neat "coincidence" and opportunity.

This is where we need your partnership to make our attendance possible.  We have enough to cover the costs of registration for the event, however we need more to cover our stay.  This would be roughly $130/day for 8 days = just over $1,000.

Please consider partnering with us for our time at International House of Prayer from September 6th-13th.

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Last week my parents, Andreas and I got a sneak peak at the movie: Holy Ghost. We were challenged and encouraged by the people in this documentary making the Holy Spirit tangible and simple to people they encountered.  It was also interesting hearing what celebrities Lenny Kravitz and Brian "Head" Welch had to say about the Holy Spirit.  Watch the Movie FREE on September 6th here: http://holyghost.wpfilm.com/ (also click picture above to watch preview on facebook). 

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Tuesday, August 5, 2014

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Monday, May 12, 2014

Love of A Jealous Kind

5 Or do you suppose it is to no purpose that the Scripture says,  "He yearns jealously over the spirit that he has made to dwell in us" ?
James 4:5

Maybe I am opening a can of worms by quoting a scripture...that is quoting a scripture...that is not found word-for-word any where else in the Bible.   Is it from a book that was left out? (I personally am of the opinion that the Bible is not missing anything...except for being completed by His second coming ;) ).  Was it a typo by James?!  A fallable man who God allowed to co-create, co-author His Holy Words!  Should my Biblical world view fall to bits now?   No.......I don't think so.

I quickly, haphazardly "googled" answers for what scripture this scripture is referencing and I actually liked the answer I found on multiple sites (I am summarizing): it could simply be an overall summary of James findings of scripture. 

Example time: If I had to sum up the Bible in different sentences one sentence might be something like: Scripture says: "Here is the ultimate love story that you are invited to join!"  That would be one summary I could give to the Scriptures.  You wouldn't find that word-for-word anywhere in Scripture but it is kind of understood that it is in line with Scriptures in the Bible, and is not contradicting Scripture.

In addition I have to admit that when I read over James 4:5 the first thought that came to my mind, "Oh yeah, where is that passage he is quoting...?" That thought came as if I were so sure I had read that word-for-word somewhere.

Then the first scripture that came to my mind was Song of Solomon 8:6
Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy is fierce as the grave. Its flashes are flashes of fire, the very flame of the Lord.

My Glo Bible program has study notes about the scripture from Song of Solomon summarizing that the type of love that is being talked about here is..."(this) love as the strongest, most unyielding and invincible force in human experience".

Another verse(s) I find very closely complimentary to what James is quoting is from the ten commandments:
for  you shall worship no other god, for the  Lord , whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God. ( Exodus 34:14 )

And of course there are verses stating essentially the same thing (that God is a jealous God) multiple times in the Old Testament when the Israelites are suppose to be building a Heavenly based Kingdom on earth in Love and servitude to the One True God - separate from the gods of this world.  Also of course in the Prophets - the prophets are often calling the Israelites attention to the fact that they have given over to "whoring" over other gods and separating themselves from the One True God who is jealous for His people.

I think it is safe to say that James is accurate, we serve a God who yearns jealously over us.  Who yearns to see us walk out the amazing, good plans and purposes He created for and within us when He breathed it into us at the start of Creation.

In addition to all of this I can help but be reminded of two fairly well known songs within the "Christian music" genre

Jealous Kind - Jars of Clay - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wISIgxdOT5E
He Loves Us - John Mark McMillan - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLvgqqZvLZk
A Mighty Fortress - Christy Nockels - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRQp1bUJkBE "Our God is jealous for his own"

In light of all of this.  I wish I could walk in a manner glorifying to God on a daily basis, not provoking His jealousy by how much I give attention to other things in this world that weigh upon my decisions more then the weight I give to Him in my daily, weekly, monthly, yearly decisions.  Recognizing that His Love and wisdom is far more valuable then any of these other "gods"/idols that would cry out for my attention.  That I wouldn't take that Love for granted.  That I wouldn't reject His love but relish in it, live in it, and celebrate it - Him.  Realizing also that He has placed grande things within this "jar of clay", and letting that pour out/overflow.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Be the Mouth-Piece



My dear friend Crystal - who has become a part of my family - always includes in her email as apart of her signature/sign-off at the bottom of her emails:
"The artist's function is perpetually to be the voice and conscience of his time.--Jose Limon"

Maybe Jose Limon did or did not realize the implications of his quote, but as for me - a Believer, Co-Creating with God in this God-Given life I realize that being an artist is being a mouth-piece of the Lord.  The Prophets written about in the Bible, people often refer to them as a mouth-piece of the Lord.   Let's be honest, the prophets...they were a bit weird.  I've shared this before and I'll say it again: in Ezekiel the Lord asked him to put on a show of sorts.
Ez. 5
“1. And you, O son of man, take a sharp sword. Use it as a barber's razor and pass it over your head and your beard. Then take balances for weighing and divide the hair. 2 A third part you shall burn in the fire in the midst of the city, when the days of the siege are completed. And a third part you shall take and strike with the sword all around the city. And a third part you shall scatter to the wind, and I will unsheathe the sword after them. 3 And you shall take from these a small number and bind them in the skirts of your robe. 4 And of these again you shall take some and cast them into the midst of the fire and burn them in the fire. From there a fire will come out into all the house of Israel.
5 “Thus says the Lord God: This is Jerusalem..."

He wasn't using words, he wasn't in the closet of his home praying about this, Ezekiel had to actually go out in the middle of the city and put on this show.  It was a proclamation about the state of Jerusalem blatant rebellion and how the Lord was going to openly make an example of them to the nations around them because of their CONSTANT hundreds of years of rebellion.

Let's be honest, when you see an "artsy" person you often call them "artsy" because they're a little bit odd.   I can imagine how ODD/weird/artsy the local Jews must have viewed Ezekiel parading around chopping pieces of his beard around the city.

I think as artists and believers we are called to be the mouthpiece of the Lord to our culture and time we are in.  No matter how weird it is.  How opposite of the norm of the current culture, because those who lose their lives to what the world believes as "proper" will find their lives in eternal perspective with Christ.

It's difficult, it's frustrating, it's not always pleasant going against the grain of this culture.  People will accuse you of being judgmental, unloving, weird, ignorant, foolish.  Sometimes you'll need to speak back against those accusations in love, and sometimes you'll need to just smile and turn the other cheek.

The glory of it is, if we truly seek the Kingdom first in this and keep the overflowing, abundant, patient Love of the Lord central in our hearts, we can have peace in knowing that it will all pay off in the Grande Scheme, in the Big Picture of Eternity.  Because the fact is there is more than just this life that we live on this planet, we have something to look forward to and that's what we work towards and what we rest in.
Until then, Lord help me to be apart of the "foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose [this] weak [thing] of the world to shame the strong.   He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things - and the things that are not - to nullify the things that are, so that" not even I can boast before You.  Keep me bold in you alone. That I would "be bold & very courageous" to share who You Are, and don't let me forget "if the world hates [me]...it hated [you] first."  that I do not belong to this world.   But instead I MUST testify of who I am with and who I represent - Christ in me the hope of Glory. 

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Joshua walking in Faith and Works

The Joshua Generation - in the Arts.

This brain-blurp is long over due for my blog.  And believe me it is a big blurp...so strap in.

In 2006, Maria Jackson - who I consider a Moses of the performing arts.  Maria - is one of the one's who has pioneered the way for arts to even be an option, especially in the christian circles.  It was only what...19--. Well we'll leave that blank...all we need to know it was quite some time ago when arts was looked at as "demonic" and reserved for the "secular" world and us christians shouldn't be playing things like guitars! or twirling around unless it was in a Jewish grapevining circle.

So back to what I was saying - in 2006 Maria prayed over me and asked for the anointing of Joshua. 
What does the Joshua anointing look like?  I think it is an anointing that bridges one generation to the next-next generation.  I believe it is an anointing that takes a younger generation into a place (promised land) that the Moses generation saw only in their visions and dreams, from a distance.  I believe it is an anointing that gets to fight great "battles" against evil and take land that was once used for evil, and in turn use it for GOOD/righteousness (the Glory of the Lord).  I believe it is a pretty epic anointing to walk in.  And obviously it's not just for me but I think it is an anointing on my generation.

...but I also believe it is a pretty darn AWKWARD anointing to walk in.  Here's the thing, you have the Moses generation before you and the next-next generation after you.
The Moses generation who you got to walk under, learn from (learn from their failures and their feats).  You got to see major miracles - or impossible things happen - take place through them.  You get to meet with the Lord at a mature level because you get to meet with the Lord with the mature Moses leaders.  You get to hear their stories first hand of amazing miracles of how God brought them into a place of using dance or using music for some of the first times it was ever used in a "Christian" circle and as a christian in a secular circle.  You also get to experience some of those first time events with them.  You get to walk out in some areas with a little more ease, because they did some of the difficult part already for you.
The next-next generation who are gonna be like ninjas - extremely skilled.  They have a lot of extreme talent, because they get to focus deep into that area of talent because they don't have to worry about making a way for their talents....they just have to walk out their God-given skill.   They get to live and train in the promised land. The promised land being a place flowing with milk AND honey...in other words it is a very rich land (I believe in both spirit and craft).  They'll get to take things farther and faster than we could ever imagine.  And they'll get to do it all for the glory of God...because by then that is an automatic understanding that the skill and the spirit are not seperate, but that is all if they don't get caught up in the glory of self.........

Where's the Joshua generation....right smack in the middle of that.

Just look at Joshua in the Bible.  It was an awkward - it was an amazing life - but it was an AWKWARD life he had to walk out.  He was always on the move, even when the Israelites began settling the land he still never got to fully settle down.  He had to watch his entire generation die off because they refused to enter the promised land.  So he had to wait around for the next generation.  He understood the Moses in a way the next-next generation never did because Joshua got to sit under him for years, but Joshua also understood the next-next generation in a way Moses never did.  Joshua was always fighting and conquesting.  Always battling for the sake of completing the vision the Moses generation had and for the sake of the next-next generation to get to settle in a way Joshua would only get to imagine.  He was never fully one type of person (the dessert wanderer) but he was never fully another type of person (the one that got to settle and live in the land all the days of their lives).   He was smack in the middle of two types.  

 The awkward middle child.  Sure we do have a luxury of not having to fight the same battles that the Moses generation had to fight and that Moses had to fight alone...but we have to step out from Moses and the the small but mighty team that Moses has gathered together and go spy out the land.  In many ways...alone.  Bringing reports back to the group whether the land is ready to be taken or not, and hoping that the group will be brave enough to take the land when it is ready.   Joshua is not fully apart of the priesthood in the same way Moses and Aaron are, but we understand the priesthood.  We are not fully apart the excellent craftsmanship that the next generation gets to walk out in, but we understand it.  We are finishing off what Moses pioneered, and we are conquering the final pieces of the land for the next generation to settle.  We don't get to fully settle in the land, but we are not constantly wandering like Moses - what a privilege and honor to get to experience two amazing types of generations. But... We are a special half-and-half breed.

Do you get the picture I'm painting yet?  It's an awkward time for the Joshua generation.  When I read about Joshua in the bible I can't help but to think how cool/awesome/amazing his anointing was, but I also can't help but realize .... "Man, that's awkward."

In the arts I see the awkwardness play out like this:
Often...not always...but often, you have an extremely skilled artist who their character/relationship with the Lord is strugglin'.  Or you have someone who is EXTREMELY in love with Jesus has a deep relationship with Him but their skill and craft is strugglin'.  Both have good intensions with the area they are strugglin' in and both usually are dissatisfied/disappointed because of the area they are struggling in.

Again this is not a Cookie-Cutter happening, but I think it is fairly common.

The extremely skilled artist who does truly love the Lord, has been able to train, train, train, but it has been lonely because a lot of the people who they trained with did not understand this "christian" thing.  They also have not gotten to walk under deep discipleship because there was limited access in their artist world, limited access for mentorship - someone who could pour into them spiritually.  Their environment hasn't been in a place where they were encouraged to focus on their character.   Not that they have horrible character...But they haven't gotten to spend a good "dessert" season studying the word, in the prayer room, weekly even daily one-on-one spiritual mentorship.  Why?  Because they were busy honing their skill/craft, but lonely because their connection to Godly mentorship was extremely limited.  Hear me now, it's not an all bad they were busy honing the gifts God had created within them....but they have had no option but to "neglect" their relationship with the Lord and Godly mentorship.

The extremely Jesus-lovin' artist has been blessed to spend hours in the prayer room, studying the bible, walking under weekly even daily one-on-one mentorship, but they too have experienced loneliness.  Loneliness because even though they were surrounded with people who spiritually understood them and could pour into them in that way, they have had limited access to the people who could pour into their skill/craft at a higher level.  Not that they have horrible technique in their craft...but they have not gotten to spend a good season training, training, training, why?  Because they were busy doing ministry and spending time doing "Jesus-stuff", and their access to teachers in their craft was extremely limited.  Hear me now, it's not an all bad thing that they were focusing on their relationship with the Lord and Godly mentorship...but they have had no other option but "neglect" honing the gifts that God has created them with.

-Insert: Faith without works is dead.  Works without faith...is just work. -

This has been the beginnings of the Joshua generation, one half a person and the other half of the person.

But I think the two can become one.  I believe that you can be a person who trains, trains, trains in your skill and in your character and relationship with the Lord at the SAME TIME.  Simultaneous honing your craft/skill and honing your walk/relationship with the Lord.  THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHOOSE.  You can be studying the bible, while doing your tendus and/or scale progressions?!!!  That's not craziness.  We don't need to walk around as: half of me is a strong artist and this half of me is a struggling Jesus follower.  Or this half of me is a strong Jesus follower and this half of me is a struggling artist.   We can do BOTH.  We can be fully understood.  Fully understood as an artist and fully understood as a Jesus-lover.  A person of FAITH and WORKS.

Joshua generation...you may feel awkward now but a day is coming...and the day is here.  The Kingdom is coming and the Kingdom is here.  What is right in front of you is not reality, let's walk in the Kingdom reality that says it is coming and it is here.  Let's walk in that.  Even though it's awkward.  Let's walk in Faith and Works.